Work Over Spring Break Orrrr....Not?

I feel like I'm going at the exact right pace right now for my junior theme. I have at least 5 good articles I found online that I am starting to read and annotate, I am currently reading a book on my topic written by a NYTimes journalist, I found 7 articles from encyclopedias and books in the library and copied the pages, and even did a bibliography of every source I've found so far and think I'll use. So now the question is, should I work over spring break?? Doc OC and Bolos said no need to do significant work over the break, other than reading. But since we don't know any due dates, I feel wary about taking time off from writing, researching, and planning my essay for a week. Also, my 23 year old sister who is a graduate of WashU will be on vacation with me, so my mom has suggested that I use her help because she's a great essay writer. Is it worth it to spend my precious time in Palm Springs working on this project? Help!!

The Struggle to Understand

   Lately, as I have been getting further into my junior theme book, Are Men Necessary? by Maureen Dowd and finding many articles and resources for my research, I've come to realize that I don't really understand what we will be doing in our papers. I thought we were supposed to leave our opinion out of the matter entirely, but then Doc O'C told me that I should definitely infuse my paper with my ideas and thoughts. I also don't know if the purpose of our paper is to answer the "why" question we are posing, or just pose the question, explain all sides of the issue, then leave it up to the reader to answer it. There is one thing that I'm clear on- I need to talk to Bolos or Doc O'C immediately.

Junior Theme X-treme

   As we venture into the world of junior theme topics and ideas, I'm starting to learn about what I'm really fascinated by in life. I'm beginning to learn what I want to change about the world. And as this project parallels the growth of my college search, I think junior theme, like college, will help me learn about myself. At first, when I decided to focus on feminism and/or sexism for my theme, I was afraid of what people would think. Lately I have been hearing all over the place that high-schoolers "hate" feminists. They think of these so-called "feminists" as overly-aggressive, over-dramatic, and sometimes (ignorantly), lesbians. Well I've also decided that I don't care. I'm going to research this because I am truly passionate about the American issue of inequality between genders. I think it's a problem that we still haven't had a female president in office, and I honestly don't care if people think of me negatively for feeling this way. Those people will grow up in ignorance of women and the power they can yield if we allow them to.

Racism Still Exists

   Last weekend I went to Boca Raton, Florida to visit my grandparents. Every time we visit, we go to the same place every morning for "brunch"- the Bagel Tree. The Bagel Tree is an old-folks haven and the perfect stereotype of a Jewish deli. True, the memories and minds of old people may not be as sharp as ours as teenagers, but if you stick around to talk to one, you'll find that they are much wiser than us. They have a wealth of experiences that young people should try to learn from.
  I have to say that I never noticed before how ignorant some older people can be about race due to the fact that they grew up in a time when racism was perfectly normal. While on my visit there, I heard one woman say, "That neighborhood used to be so wonderful. Now it's filled with blacks." This shocked me, until it became clear that that woman was not the only racist around.
   Some very good friends of our grandparents are an adorable couple named Freddie and Mel. Much to my enjoyment, Freddie is the woman and Mel is the man. As I sat across from them at the Bagel Tree, it somehow came up that I have been studying race in American Studies. Freddie and Mel began to share stories of their younger years in which racism was clearly prevalent, and they told these stories in sheer disappointment of society. It was nice to know that some older people did recognize how unjust racism was and is. One story that Mel told was that he used to hang around on the beach with his friends and every night at 8 o'clock policemen would walk along the shore kicking black people off the beach. Not only were they kicked out, but they were forced to walk along the wet, dirty, gutters rather than walking on the sidewalk. This occurred around the time of Reconstruction, Mel said.
   Although racism is not as blatant as it was before, I believe it still exists in our subconscious. We still judge people based on skin color. We still mistrust people due to race. But if we can be aware and admit it still exists, maybe we can have a future free of racism altogether.